Run away home fast
I’ve fallen upon a feeling like none I’ve ever known. How much have I grown? In this town I call home When your fear is your only foe Why would I let go for ceremony? On your signal This is the fiercest fable You’re standing on my soul, and I want you to climb down Fallen, scented, frosted I am poised What is the spring? I know I’m passing you by
I do not know what you are supposed to do with memories likes these. It feels...– Lloyd Jones (via raisons-d-etre)
Closing your eyes isn’t going to change anything. Nothing’s going to disappear...– Haruki Murakami (via black-wolves)
There are two basic motivating forces: fear and love. When we are afraid, we...– John Lennon
It’s very easy to be different, but very difficult to be better.– Jonathan Ive
I can see for miles I can see you cry I can see karma-consciousness catch your conscience Nothing that you knew is enough for me At once I know. This is the high wind. Can’t stick with us.
I am trying to think. Or more accurately I’m trying to forget you. Every face I see, no matter how random the link is…it comes back to one of you people. I want you out of my head. I want to scream you out of my memory! Eternal sunshine of my spotless mind!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate you. What am I so hung up on? Why can’t I let it go now it’s over. I’m getting better....
I know it in a memory
At once I knew I was not magnificent I broke my high
You know it’s real Drum beats, stares, sweaty hands But I know I can count on you. Pragmatism prevails. reading poetry on the tube. But it moves. It moves me. Chewing on a pen until the ink taste spread the bitterness on my tongue Is in the words I’m reading writing.
what is gone
My lips are so dry, and you kiss anyway what escapes me…i don’t think stealing me your mournful face and the moment I could hold you back Your voice could quiet demons don’t even whisper a home in the heat of your hand. what was I my body betrays me. Everything means nothing
I’ve taken a very long time. No apologies. I should have been braver, knowing I could be free. You didn’t want to agree. I wish I’d had the confidence to do more I wish I hadn’t allowed you to dictate the terms. You selfishly destroy, but you’re untouchable. I wouldn’t do what you did to me to anyone. I wish you felt half my shame, because then you...
ME ME ME
I’ve been doing a lot of hurtful things. they hurt me. I’ve been gambling just to feel alive. maybe I’m a lie. The only thing I can loose is my life. It needs saving, redemption. I hope it can be saved. Help me. Help.