July 2011
35 posts
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Run away home fast
I’ve fallen upon a feeling like none I’ve ever known.
How much have I grown?
In this town I call home
When your fear is your only foe
Why would I let go for ceremony?
On your signal
This is the fiercest fable
You’re standing on my soul, and I want you to climb down
Fallen, scented, frosted I am poised
What is the spring?
I know I’m passing you by
“I do not know what you are supposed to do with memories likes these. It feels...”
– Lloyd Jones (via raisons-d-etre)
“Closing your eyes isn’t going to change anything. Nothing’s going to disappear...”
– Haruki Murakami (via black-wolves)
“There are two basic motivating forces: fear and love. When we are afraid, we...”
– John Lennon
“It’s very easy to be different, but very difficult to be better.”
– Jonathan Ive
Miles
I can see for miles
I can see you cry
I can see karma-consciousness catch your conscience
Nothing that you knew is enough for me
At once I know.
This is the high wind.
Can’t stick with us.
Rooting love
I am trying to think. Or more accurately I’m trying to forget you.
Every face I see, no matter how random the link is…it comes back to one of you people. I want you out of my head. I want to scream you out of my memory! Eternal sunshine of my spotless mind!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate you. What am I so hung up on? Why can’t I let it go now it’s over. I’m getting better....
I know it in a memory
At once I knew I was not magnificent
I broke my high
You know it’s real
Drum beats, stares, sweaty hands
But I know I can count on you.
Pragmatism prevails.
reading poetry on the tube.
But it moves. It moves me.
Chewing on a pen until the ink taste spread
the bitterness on my tongue
Is in the words I’m reading
writing.
what is gone
My lips are so dry, and you kiss anyway
what escapes me…i don’t think
stealing me
your mournful face
and the moment I could hold you back
Your voice could quiet demons
don’t even whisper
a home in the heat of your hand.
what was I
my body betrays me.
Everything means nothing
I’ve taken a very long time. No apologies.
I should have been braver, knowing I could be free.
You didn’t want to agree.
I wish I’d had the confidence to do more
I wish I hadn’t allowed you to dictate the terms.
You selfishly destroy, but you’re untouchable.
I wouldn’t do what you did to me to anyone.
I wish you felt half my shame, because then you...
ME ME ME
I’ve been doing a lot of hurtful things.
they hurt me.
I’ve been gambling just to feel alive.
maybe I’m a lie.
The only thing I can loose is my life.
It needs saving, redemption.
I hope it can be saved. Help me.
Help.
