I’m listening to you breathing in. I beg you. My voice. I’m going down. I don’t want to change. Don’t bring me down. I was addicted to the joy that the little things bring. I don’t want a taste. There’s the end. Well’s dry my love. I’m everyone’s. I’m gonna seal it over. I’m going down. Down under. Bring me...
So tired. Thinking thinking. Dreaming. I want to be alone. Properly. Go somewhere to die inside. What is there left? I want to hang my head back. STOP. Thinking. Stop. Remove every part.
They way you listen it’s so sweet the silence that passes in the soft night.
I know God will not give me anything I can’t handle. I just wish that He didn’t...– Mother Teresa (via gelicarae)
I'm somewhere I never thought I'd be
The house was silent, every child’s sweet head on the pillow, asleep so soundly after the party, but I felt myself just leap forward. I suddenly jumped out of bed with this bravery pumping through my heart. I wasn’t thinking, I was feeling. Although in the dark, the heat pumped my legs like pistons marching me downstairs. I knew these steps too well anyway. I’d been here too...
syari-s asked: HANDSY!!!!!
If you’re absent during my struggle, don’t expect to be present...– Will Smith
I hate what you do
I don’t want to do anything about it. I don’t really listen any more. I wonder if I have any feelings. There were so many once before. You’ve left me not knowing myself. Now I wonder all the time. I think back and try to feel it. But nothing alive will stir inside. I wonder what I’m hiding, whether it will ever come up for air. I’ve drowned you down inside...
To break me
You just suck in your lips and then sigh at me. That look is look so sad. I feel myself break under your weight. I feel insane. “Don’t pull up that close.” “What is between you and I?” “Everything is about you.” This is where I know the beginning of the end has begun. “It’s you. It’s you. Everything I do is for you. I want...
Hanging onto resentment is letting someone you despise live rent-free in your...– Ann Landers (via black-wolves)
I am always yours. Something about that isn’t fair.